As you all know that I have been struggling at the moment and that I’m going slightly mania and feeling pressures due to my anxiety. I am on the mission to have make myself feel better. I have tried beauty treatments, Spa days, dinners and drinks with friends and lots of Liberty time. It’s time to do what really makes me happy and that is changing my appearance. My Care team do get a little concerned when I do this as it’s a sign of mania. I already am there but fully aware so I might as well use it to my advantage. Obviously nothing too dramatic. I have this idea that changing my appearance redefines and symbolically kills off the ‘old me’ and allows me to be a new person. So from now on, it’s a fresh start and see if it can help. #fingerscrossed