Life… #currentstatus

It’s been a struggle recently as identified from therapy today, I have been getting frustrated with boredom! As much as I love being a lady of leisure I literally Can’t wait to start my new job! Fingers crossed it works out as currently having to wait for health clearance due to being off for 4 months last year! That wasn’t through choice! I was made redundant following on from my return from maternity and regardless of having mental health issues, it would have affected anyone in some way! One of the positives about being off is that Liberty has been a nightmare with sleeping at the moment as been waking 1 to 2 times in the night and I have to get up with her! I know that doesn’t sound like a positive but at least I don’t have to get up for work! And Liberty is mobile now which is even more stressful as can’t keep up with her! Takes literally 2 seconds for her to get from the kitchen to the living room!

After months of being out of work (this time being in between jobs) there are only so many times you can clean the house, watch reruns of Gossip Girl and reorganise your closet! I am so bored during the 4 days a week I don’t have Liberty ( kept all her childcare arrangements due to not wanting to disrupt her routine or Have separation anxiety when I do go back to work!) When I’m bored I eat or I shop! Not good for my waistline or my bank balance! My diet is shocking as I have mentioned on one of my previous posts! I have dropped 2lbs which I’m surprised about! One of the new things I have started while I’m off is cooking! And today I decided to make a Beef Wellington! Wasn’t a bad effort, just needed to let it rest for alittle longer and then all good! Next I want to learn how to make my own pasta! Oh my god what’s happened to me 🤣🧑🏻‍🍳

Onwards and upwards! Finger crossed everything works out! 🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻🤞🏻